I loaded more pictures tonight. some Lucy would be yelling at me for. I don't care. I dare her to say something to me about it now. my favorite though was her as Raggedy Anne for Halloween. She was about 4 or 5 yrs old. 
she grew up to hate dolls and thought they were creepy.. i loved this outfit because i made it myself. from the red wig to the little apron, to her make up. i miss you baby girl. 
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We'll, your sisters and I are getting matching tattoos. Something we always said we would do but never got the chance. We are getting lil baby elephants because an elephant never forgets and we never forget family. Natasha has been diagnosed with cancer and I feel like I will lose another child, something I can't handle. They say God never gives you more than you can handle. By that logic, I'm superwoman, wonderwoman and iron Man well because I am.  
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Every passing day i see signs of you. you pop up on fb, someone will mention something that reminds me of you. I should be used to it by now shouldn't i? but i'm not. i miss you every single day. i think of you off and on all day. when i text the girls to say good morning i want to text you. i miss your snap chats and making you coffee. i miss the good times and the bad times. because they were times we spent together. the tears never seem to stop. they are always right at the edge of my eyes...
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